to the one who is kind-hearted.like me.hehe.

Don’t let the others take advantage on you.

You know your potential. People knew it as well. You know what certain people don’t know. They know you know.

Beware. Be cautious. Don’t let this kind of people take advantage on you. The one who just come to you when they need you. When they need something. When they need someone like you. The one who drop a line only when they feel sad; but forget you when they are happy. Message you when they need something, and forget you when they already get the thing.

This kind of people is someone who is not suit for you even as a typical friend. To get the priority as a special friend?huh. Jauh panggang dari api. That’s it. Just ignore this kind of people. There is no use for you to get hooked with this people anymore.  Takkan terjejasnya kalau tak kawan dengan orang macam ni, right? Be matured. Be smart. Be yourself. Beware.

Regards,

atie.

(p/s: kenapa tiba2?ini macam luahan perasaan je.hehehe…penah jadi ke?to you?ahaaa…this is normal n current situation laa. Most of us experienced this. And sometimes the one yang treat people macam tu pun penah terkena jugak.haha…that’s why they act that way.huu..tapi itu orang yang tak matured..kesian~)

time of your life~

ini lagu Greenday dulu-dulu. both the song and the lyrics are simple but very deep. the title alone pun dah mesmerize me.hehe..

time of your life.

Another turning point a fork stuck in the road 

Time grabs you by the wrist directs you where to go 

So make the best of this test and don't ask why 

It's not a question but a lesson learned in time 

It's something unpredictable but in the end 

It's right I hope you've had the time of your life 

So take the photographs and still frames in your mind 

Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time 

Tattoos and memories and dead skin on trial 

For what it's worth it was worth all the while 

ok.ceritanya begini. the reason i put this song here is for me to remind not just myself but to my family members, and to the rest of the world. to my brothers who live in Ireland and Brunei, my sister who stay next to peninsular Malaysia; Sabah and the remaining members who lives in Manjung and KL (mak & abah, sisters,nieces, nephews,cousin.eh banyak pulak kalau nak buat list.huhu). 

to be honest, i don't like the idea of a family who stay quite far between one another. but since everybody got their own responsibility, mission & vision, so my ideology is being rejected.isk isk. :'( 

owh tapi rupa-rupanya,saya pun begitu. ehe..supposedly my initial plan was to work in Manjung (stay with my mum & dad di kdsk) but there is none architectural firm in Seri Manjung Bandrayaku Indah, so terpaksalah bermastautin di KL :') <<---- ini muka terpaksa?

ahaa..the reason why i stick with that ideology is because of my high level of kesedaran that everybody is getting older (esp mum & dad), and the family is the most valuable things i ever had and should appreciate. of course nowadays our life is beyond our expectation.beyond borders.my brother always mentioned that eventhough he lives in different continental but still can call or make video call with my mum everyday. but maybe he didn't realized; hearing the voice only is not enough to cover the feeling of being absent. kasihan ibu saya. dia sangat rindu dekat cucu-cucunya yang jauh diperantauan itu.hurm..it's still a big different between reality and so-called virtual reality (er betul ke term nih?he..layan je la-what i mean here (virtual reality) is video call, skype or viber or whatsapp etc).

we only live once. and of course there are so many things we want in live. and sometimes we have to let go one thing to get another.but just don't forget, the one that is important to you, remains important.

i love my family so much.

Regards,

atie.

fearless~

aha..so we knew what could have stopped us from starting over, being confident, success bla bla bla was fear & worry. as we concern, fear plays the biggest role in keep people from living the lives of their dreams. I've experienced being fear and worry for so many times and years.hahaha....architecture student la katakann...presentations crit session, stay back til the next next day, project submissions etc. which create a super duper nervous the whole life! before this, i have no idea what fear could do in my life, don't know till what extend it can control and wrapped me up. actually at first place i thought it will heal naturally as i grow up.but i'm definitely wrong. i do nothing until i realize that if i didn't do anything, it could ruined my entire life.wah wah, it scares me!!hoho.

so i started to remind myself;every day..

please act before it's too late atie!!!

but then orang cakap "better late than never".ahaa..ye lah. sesal dahulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian terimalah akibatnya.huhu :p

-presentation-paling nervous dalam sejarah hidup as a student.hee..the one yang tengah present here is Irfan. we called him fern or "irfan air" ;flight berjenama dirinya.huu

eh eh orang belakang duk gelak2 pulak.heh.sabau je la.

so if selalu rasa takut bersebab or tanpa sebab, better check this outttttt~

*** Article: The 7 Keys to Releasing Fear and Worry - By Dr. Joshua David Stone ***

i.
own your personal power and self-mastery. 

The second you lose your personal power and self-mastery, fear-based thinking and feeling will begin to creep back into your consciousness. 

Personal power and self-mastery are nothing more than an attitude that you hold in your mind, which you start your day with and keep affirming to yourself all day long whenever you feel the need to. You will immediately feel better every time when you do a personal power and self-mastery affirmation. You must be in control of your thoughts, feelings, emotions, energy and physical body to not have fear!

ii.
place around yourself, every morning to start your day, a Protection that keeps out negativity from self and others and allows in only Spiritual and positive thoughts, feelings and energies. 
This will give you the appropriate sense of invulnerability, and the sense that you cause your reality and are not a victim of your own thoughts, feelings, emotions and energies and those of other people. Others people's negative energies will also then slide off your Golden Bubble of Protection like "water off a duck's back!" This is the second key principle to release fear and worry!

iii.
unconditional love towards self and others. 

It is impossible to release fear unless you adopt an attitude of unconditional love at all times. This is because the opposite of love is attack and fear! If you don't approach self, people and life with unconditional love then you will approach it with attack and judgment. By the law of karma within your own mind you will live in fear!

iv.
prayer!
As the Universal Mind said through Edgar Cayce, "Why worry when you can pray?" Every time you worry you should pray! You will find that this instantly causes worry to go away, for what is more powerful than God, the Angels and the Masters to help you with whatever you need?

v.
doing affirmations!
Every time a fear-based thought or feeling enters your mind immediately do a positive affirmation of some kind.

There are only two ways of thinking in the world. You either think with your negative ego/ fear-based/ separative/ dualistic/ illusionary/ selfish/ lower self mind, or you think with your Spiritual/ Christ/ Buddha/ Krishna/ Moses/ Mohammed/ Mighty I AM Presence/ God/ Goddess Mind. All fear will be released if every time a fear-based thought or feeling arises you push it out of your mind, and replace it with a love-based type thought, feeling and/or affirmation. This is the fifth key principle to removing all fear and worry from yourself and your life!

vi.
faith! 
Throughout your day at different times, affirm your faith in yourself and your own abilities to master, cause, and create your life and your total faith in God, the Ascended Masters, and the Angels. Your thoughts create your reality! If you affirm this it will be so!

vii.
to maintain Spiritual attunement with God. 

What manifests in life is where you put your attention and consciousness. If you keep your consciousness and mind steady in the Light, what is to fear?  If you allow yourself to lose your attunement to God then it will drift to the lower self instead of your Higher Self, and this will cause fear! The fear is only caused by allowing yourself to be too much on automatic pilot and your mind too idle. Keep your consciousness, mind, and activities always in God attunement, God thoughts, God feelings, and God activities, and fear will never surface unless you allow it to!




below are some good examples of no fear :')

dania & danial rileks je even though nearly tenggelam dengan bebola kalerful itu.heh.si penjaga,Aznaim, lagilah.muka takde perasaan.fearless.huhu

yes. i really love this article. it brings me back to my consciousness! :') 

Regards,

atie.