time of your life~

ini lagu Greenday dulu-dulu. both the song and the lyrics are simple but very deep. the title alone pun dah mesmerize me.hehe..

time of your life.

Another turning point a fork stuck in the road 

Time grabs you by the wrist directs you where to go 

So make the best of this test and don't ask why 

It's not a question but a lesson learned in time 

It's something unpredictable but in the end 

It's right I hope you've had the time of your life 

So take the photographs and still frames in your mind 

Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time 

Tattoos and memories and dead skin on trial 

For what it's worth it was worth all the while 

ok.ceritanya begini. the reason i put this song here is for me to remind not just myself but to my family members, and to the rest of the world. to my brothers who live in Ireland and Brunei, my sister who stay next to peninsular Malaysia; Sabah and the remaining members who lives in Manjung and KL (mak & abah, sisters,nieces, nephews,cousin.eh banyak pulak kalau nak buat list.huhu). 

to be honest, i don't like the idea of a family who stay quite far between one another. but since everybody got their own responsibility, mission & vision, so my ideology is being rejected.isk isk. :'( 

owh tapi rupa-rupanya,saya pun begitu. ehe..supposedly my initial plan was to work in Manjung (stay with my mum & dad di kdsk) but there is none architectural firm in Seri Manjung Bandrayaku Indah, so terpaksalah bermastautin di KL :') <<---- ini muka terpaksa?

ahaa..the reason why i stick with that ideology is because of my high level of kesedaran that everybody is getting older (esp mum & dad), and the family is the most valuable things i ever had and should appreciate. of course nowadays our life is beyond our expectation.beyond borders.my brother always mentioned that eventhough he lives in different continental but still can call or make video call with my mum everyday. but maybe he didn't realized; hearing the voice only is not enough to cover the feeling of being absent. kasihan ibu saya. dia sangat rindu dekat cucu-cucunya yang jauh diperantauan itu.hurm..it's still a big different between reality and so-called virtual reality (er betul ke term nih?he..layan je la-what i mean here (virtual reality) is video call, skype or viber or whatsapp etc).

we only live once. and of course there are so many things we want in live. and sometimes we have to let go one thing to get another.but just don't forget, the one that is important to you, remains important.

i love my family so much.

Regards,

atie.